MOOD IS A TEMPORARY CHEMICAL IMBALANCE WHICH AFFECTS EACH AND EVERY DECISION IN OUR LIVES. YOUR PERSPECTIVE IS ENTIRELY DIFFERENT DEPENDING ON YOUR MOOD. THEREFORE, THE HUMAN BEING CAN NEVER TRULY BE SETTLED. EVERYTHING IS SUBJECT TO CHANGE IN A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT, WHETHER IT BE BY YOUR OWN DOING OR BY OTHERS. YOU ARE - TO A CERTAIN DEGREE - THE MANIPULATOR OF YOUR EXISTENCE. YOU ARE ABLE TO SHAPE AND REMOULD YOUR MIND AND SPIRITUAL ESSENCE. MENTAL ILLNESS IS FALSELY DISCUSSED AS A SHORTFALL TO ACHIEVING YOUR GOALS YET HUMAN BEINGS MAKE IRRATIONAL DECISIONS IN A BIPOLAR, MANIC FASHION, SECOND GUESSING EVERY ACTION AND DECISION DAILY AS A RESULT OF CHANGING MOODS. THEREFORE, MENTAL ILLNESS IS MERELY A PERSPECTIVE.

I BELIEVE THE MOST IMPORTANT TASK IN A HUMAN BEINGS DEVELOPMENT IS TO ERADICATE WEAKNESS, WHETHER IT BE PARANOIA, WILLPOWER. DO NOT LET ANYTHING STAND IN THE WAY OF THAT. I HAVE NOT REACHED MY GOALS AND TARGETS BECAUSE MY WILLPOWER REMAINS MY STRONGEST WEAKNESS AND ALTHOUGH THIS IS A FAULT IN MY GENETIC MAKE UP, I CAN TWIST AND REMOULD MY QUALITIES TO FIT MY NEEDS.

I WILL BECOME A LEVEL ABOVE HUMAN, A CREATURE OF POWER AND A TRANSMOGRIFIED MENTAL ADONIS. I WILL DEDICATE MY LIFE TO OWN SELF-IMPROVEMENT.